Nobody wants to be the last one there,

Playing some random songs to get me through this afternoon. Presentation later at 5.30 and I'm not sure if I'm ready. It's kinda scary, because I'm presenting on something with no notes, no research, no knowledge. I'm still wondering how to analyze the results. Quite lost. Hopefully later the presentation would be ok. Hope I would get my keywords right.

Don't feel like being too proactive. ): Feel like lazing around this afternoon. Heng no more experiments to do in the afternoon.

Hais.

It's when you've typed a whole lot of things and just press the backspace key.

When you sit next to me,

Credits to: Lady-Tori

It's been quite sometime since I last went out for a movie, or a decent outing. Been tied down by attachment and piano lessons ): It's quite sad sometimes, but I guess thats the life of a science/music student.

Internship is alright I guess, liking how I'm learning new things and the workload is easy. Spend around 5-6 hours surfing the net, browsing useless things. The rest of the time is spent in the lab learning new equipments and stuff. It's been a week at internship and getting used to it.

FYP and then I'm no longer in POLY! :D yay! I should really start planning about my future. I'm certainly going to uni, just dk where only. ):

HAIS.

Anyway, FOLLOW MY TUMBLR, :D been updating it VERY FREQUENTLY. I think tumblr is a very convenient way to portray what kind of person are you. Someone who likes cars, music, science, fashion etc.. And mostly using pictures. Haha. (:

Alrighty, There's really nothing much to update on my blog. I'm really living a boring life. ):

Because birds can fly,

Credits to: chloefranch

Internship is really bored, so I shall blog a little bit.

I'm really afraid of closing my eyes during an exam, or during something (not for sleeping, duh). I just feel that I'm unprotected. Like I have no idea what is going on and anything can go on when my eyes are closed (example. world war II). But I like to close my eyes when I'm sleeping. Because I can dream of anything I want to dream about. (: It's like reading a storybook which came to live.

My internship is boring as ever. I reached at 8.45am, and from then till now (which is 1.47pm), I've got nothing to do. Nothing at all. Idk if that's a good thing or a bad thing. I should try to be more proactive right? It's my GPA at stake anyway. And I also dont feel good(and reproductive) staring at google, and not knowing what to type in that miserable 1.2cm x 11.4cm box (no, I didn't measure it).

Maybe I should end this post with an apology for not blogging often enough. I've been in shock ever since Molbio paper.

Happy birthday to me,

Credits to: glassaple

I should blog today so that I don't have to wait another year to blog on the same day. haha.

It's my BIRTHDAY today! :D

Nothing special compared to the past years ): Spent it with my notes this time. Oh well. There's no birthday song, no cake. Not that I fancy any of those, just that it's a little weird to be having a birthday without a cake. But the wishes on FB made me feel that today is special (: never seen my profile so active before. Haha. I was thinking, got 100 wishes very happy le. Woa. More than 100:D hahahaha.

Grateful and thankful (:

Tmr is my last paper. And I can finally be a little less tensed. I would have to concentrate on my piano after that, using those after working hours (evening-night) to catch up with my progress. Really lacking a lot behind. I want to get my grade 8 and then move on to diploma ASAP. It's not gonna be easy, but I'll do it anyway.

I'm least prepared for tomorrow's paper. Regret so much for not studying enough today. Down with a little migraine halfway and that totally killed me. x.x At least I managed to write down the what happens in the central dogma and finish reading the notes once through again. I will continue to mug tmr morning-2.30. I'm sure I can finish by then:D

Mixed feelings about going to a University. If I don't have to get a degree, I probably wouldn't. But I somehow know I will have to go to a University somehow, so I'll just stick to it. Gosh. Thinking about doing diploma for piano and degree for biological sciences gives me the shivers. How am I going to cope?

The worries of a 19 year old. This kinda stuff kicks in so quickly.

Wrecking my puny brain,

Credits to: DaveOvenden

Oh my... MBC in 2 days.

Just finished my 2nd round of drawing metabolisms. Still not confident. Slightly confident, but gosh. Probably will fail if I go in like that. Tmr shall buck up.

Interesting to know that at this point of time, I may be only 20% ready for exam, but tmr, at this hour, I would be 80% ready. That's just how much 24 hours can do. Not really 24 hours, at least not for me. Probably only around 6 hours. And interesting to think that I am unable to absorb anymore info at this time, but tmr, it'll be in my head no matter what. This is what stress can do to people. I truely believe that we're only utilizing <10% of our brain. Not that I believe that utilizing 100% would give me any super powers or mind reading techniques. Just that, when I try to use my left hand to write, I feel more tired and the information is harder to get in. This proves that my right brain is not as developed as my left, so when my left hand writes, my right brain needs more time/energy to comprehend and process. But if it's able to comprehend/process, I would be using probably 15% of my brain. :D which means, I can remember more things. Just a simple theory from a 15 minutes test. No wonder people say music makes people smarter(though I don't 100% agree with that, probably just able to grasps concepts faster because concepts(at first) are usually not logical since the right brain is more of the not logical part) cause we need to use both hands and probably both legs to do different things at the same time. To play hands together is tough. To press the pedal at the right time when playing is another challenge. To sing and play is crazy. A long rant on some unproved theory.

MBC is really a challenge. I would say, comparable to CCTA/DBG last sem.

I'm doing more notes than last sem. Maybe cause I've got more time to prepare. And I procrastinate lesser now(: But I really can't imagine myself sitting in the dorm room/room trying to mug my heads out of my university lecture notes. I figured that the way I'm studying now is probably the least efficient technique, considering that I take 2 hours to complete one chapter. I should come up with something better.

Hais... Can't wait for exams to be over and start working cause I don't have to mug every night ): I forsee myself washing test tube and preparing solutions most of the time. ): Maybe they'll ask me to grind brains. Who knows?

Oh well. I should get some rest already.

Where's that straw?!

Credits to: TokenLesbian

I want to get one of that!

Study plan going on well! :D doesn't feel so tensed up like last sem. Mainly cause I'm following the timetable:D Feels great to strike off all the things I plan to do (:

Next week today I'll be done with INAC. hahahha. Time sure flies. Next Saturday a couple of friends will be flying overseas for 4 months. Woa. 4 months sounds short but it's sure long. Lots of things can happen in 4 months. +, Hy and I would be in a totally different class with other classmates next sem. ): Feeling kinda sad cause our class is ever so friendly and helpful. But well, it's not a bad thing to know new friends right? ( keep fingers crossed ).

And then Internship for me, FYP 4 months later. ): Still thinking what I wanna do after poly. I really think I would apply for all the universities and see which one accepts me. Probably doing biological sciences? Since my chemistry is kinda x.x, and I've never taken physics, and my maths is OMGWTHISTHAT. Then I'll think of what to do next time.

Just checked the prices for cars. Mini cooper - $147k. Volkswagen polo- $80k. 2nd hand Mini cooper - $80k. Second hand Volkswagen polo - $70k. I might as well get a 2nd hand mini. But it would take me soooo longggg. ): Hopefully the COE price drops to $10k. Then I can take at least 20k off these prices. 20k would take me SUPER long to save up k! And I can do so much with 20k. :D

Alright, a light hearted blog post (:

Oh my...

Credits to: Svampebob

Preparing for finals aint easy ): Really takes A WHOLE LOT of discipline. But I've been on schedule for these few days, which is great cause I find that I have more time to do things that I want to do and don't feel guilty about it (:

Great that tmr is a FREE day (: I get to do stuff that I want:D it's gonna be a long long day though. ): But it's alright (:

February seems to be ending already. So fast! The weeks just flew by... I was counting down till the end of school, so I guess time flew faster. Haha.

I don't have a happening life where I go out 4 times a week and take pictures of where I go, what I eat, etc. Maybe that's why I have a boring blog. I guess I need to rename the blog into "Mugger's blog". Maybe my blog would be interesting for muggers who want to know what I've studied. Lol. Ok, that still sound boring ):

Alrighty, enough of boring words. I shall go browse more website to kill time (reward for mugging). (:

The last day,

Credits to: Ilsephotography

Last day of school, was pretty alright. Haha. Just can't believe that I've actually worked so hard for these past few months. I was a total slacker in secondary school. Like I would think that I already know what is going on, but I actually don't. I didn't know what I was suppose to "know" back then. Like I'm suppose to understand, apply, blahblahblah. I just tried to memorize when I jolly well know that I suck at memorizing. But now, I don't dare to say that I fully comprehend everything that's going on, at least I know I'm suppose to understand and not memorize.

So, end of year 2! :D Moving on to year 3. How exciting. I mean it.

Which means, I'm a year closer to 2x. In maple, it's a good thing. In real life, it can be good or bad. ): In maple, it just means you're stronger as you go higher. In life, it's a normal curve. You go stronger at first, but then the peak area is just so tiny, that suddenly, you drop back down. I guess I'm kinda dropping down already cause I'm tired all the time. While I can see my peeps study till 2-3am in the morning, or don't sleep at all, I just cant do it. 11pm is my limit. I'll do the non-memory stuff after 11. I think I'm aging really fast inside. ): I look like a 14 year old still ): (Actually not, my face is less chubbier:D)

(Peak area not small enough, and I know my units are way off. But oh well..)

Anyway, life's been..... ok.

Cookies and me,

Credits to: justmeandmyfashion

Half way through the week. One more test for the week and the week will be over. Just a few more things to do for church, and survive through a string of lessons on Saturday, and I'll be ready for next week, I hope.

Bif was a chore, it was sad. Despite the efforts, she doesn't seem to appreciate any of it. ): Disappointing. Now i know why people complain about her. I find her nice at first, but now, it's 50-50. ):

I want to know where I'm posted to for Internship. I rarely get things my way, so I don't think I would get what I chose, but still, I hope I would get what I chose. (duh)

Another big sigh...

My life,

Credits to: Ilsephotography

Workload piles up. ):

Feeling accomplished! :D
- Practiced piano
- Had a afternoon nap
- Did brief BIF revision
- 70% Done with Molbio prac

I know I can do more today, but I guess I got distracted. Started browsing websites and watching youtube videos. Feeling the nudge to watch naruto, but I ignored it. I would watch them only after exams. (:

I want to bake, want to read, want to watch, want to shop, want to sleep badly. ): just 2 more weeks. And then I'll be left with minimal studying for year 3! :D

Still wondering what I'll do next time after poly. I think I'll just apply a few universities, continue with my piano diploma, and I'll think about the rest next time.

Feeling kinda sad that I don't have something I want to do badly. I really want to buy a car for myself, but I need to work very hard for that. Very very hard. ):

Brief breakdown for the next 2 weeks:
9th Feb - BIF proj presentation
11th Feb - molbio prac test
15th Feb - BIF test (40%!)
28th Feb - MBC finals
2nd Mar - INAC finals
4th Mar - Molbio Finals
7th March onwards - Internship at IDK where. ):


Tmr I'll strike off BIF proj presentation. 2 more days I'll strike off Mol bio prac test and then I'll mug real hard for BIF test. 1 week study break and the 3 finals paper will be up! Feeling so hyped already right? Hahahhaa.

Sometimes I really wish I'm taller, prettier, smarter, richer. Probably if I'm those, I would want more. Humans ah humans. ): (or isit just me?)

Big sigh....

If I had all day,

Credits to: tbabyyx

CNY is over. Not really, but for us, it's over. Back to reality. MBC test was HAIS. Anyway,

There's no school tmr (: But there's BIF presentation on wed. There's no school on Thurs! But there's molbio prac test on Fri. GOSH.

2 more weeks and I would be year 3. Finally.

Realised that if you know how the route is going to be, the run would seem shorter and less tiring. I guess it's the same for life. If you know what to expect, life won't look so bad. But then again, it would be so boring to know what will happen. Life is just so contradicting.

But I would rather know how the route is going to be. Because I hate tiring runs.

Sometimes, I just wish I'm a billionaire. I guess the song is rubbing off me. " I wanna be a billionaire.. So freaking bad..."  Possible? Haha. Someday maybe. I would get myself a car. Lol. Such a normal dream with such demanding aspiration.

Oh well, time to get back to earth.

CNY

Credits to: samw61

MY MSN CAN FINALLY WORK! :D

Halfway done with BIF. Halfway done with MBC. Feeling so stress. ):

CNY is finally coming to an end. Phew. It's been real busy. Glad that I managed to not eat that much, but it's really tough. ): Hope i dont gain any weight! :D

After CNY is another whole load of work to do. I just hope I can survive that. And then internship. And then FYP. And I'm out of poly! :D

Hais, really no inspiration on what to write. ):

So I shall end here, just a short update;D

On the happier note,

Credits to: NaniNY

FINALLY, MY LONG AWAITED BREAK (:

The weather seems pretty good today (: Yesterday it rained ALL DAY. I'm serious. ALL DAY. Today there was just a quick shower and now it's bright and cooling:D

CNY is coming in around 2 days time? (: How great:D

The tests are over!!! But the prac tests are coming. I should start preparing, since I got so much time today. LOL.

Still waiting for the asos packages. WHY AREN'T THEY COMING? ):

Just some random stuff here and there. Really quite bored at home. Shall go eat my lunch now. :D

Cause life's like a lemonade,

Credits to: islandtime

Hello people,

I'm feeling very awful right now due to some reasons :

1. MY MSN IS OFFICIALLY.... DOWN. I'm so so so sad. I feel so lost when I'm not online, not that I talk a lot online, but it's just so convenient to communicate whenever I have something to ask or something I need to know. Now, it's as though I have no connections with the outside world, especially when I need to ask my peeps about their choices for internship and what I should choose for mine. Good thing I have till 1st Feb. If not I'll just random pick already. ):

2. INAC TEST IS COMING UP AND I'M BARELY DONE WITH THE REVISIONS. I have finished the notes, yes. But... Do I think it's enough? No. Gosh. INAC is such a chore! I wish I have the ultimate brain to understand all the mechanics. Not say it's very tough to understand, but it's just so hard to get them all into my head. ):

3. CNY COMING - which is good. TESTS AFTER CNY - which is not good, at all. Tests just kept flooding after CNY. I'm NOT EVEN 1% PREPARED FOR BIF. Die. Die. Die. Die. And finals are just 1month away. GGGGGGGG. ):

4. STILL WORRIED ABOUT INAC - nuff' said. ):

Oh my... I'm really really really worried. ):

I'm I normal? or is this some kind of disorder. ):

Hais. It's been raining so frequently nowadays that I wish it's snowing instead. The frogs are so happily croaking away because it's their favourite weather. It's my favourite weather to snuggle into my blanket and on the aircon and sleep the whole night through with lightnings and thunders. Somehow it just makes me feel comfortable. Gosh, I really think I have some kind of disorder. ):

How many ): do I have in this post? Hais...

Pain,

Credits to: with-0ut

It's almost halfway through the week, and I'm barely surviving.

Teachers kept on reminding us about our upcoming tests and presentations. And I haven't even finish ANY of them. FYE is coming is around 1month's time, and I'm barely prepared. GOSH.

Good thing FYP results came out. BAD thing is IDK where to go for internship. ):

Finished Kreb's cycle and ETC revision. Now still got Gluconeogensis, Glycogenesis and glycogenolysis to revise. And they are the scary topics. x.x I think I'm gonna die.

Oh my, I dont even have the mood to count down to CNY. Cause after CNY is pile loads of test and presentations and BIF 40% test.

Please, don't let me screw up my 40% test.

Tmr is another devastating and seemingly cruel long day. Full 5 hours of INAC can destroy my brain. It's not that I haven't been having 5 hours of INAC every wednesday, it's just that, the ending weeks of sem 2 is just too heavy.

Stress stress x.x

I think my hormonal level is causing me to think too much. I have to take it easy. x.x

I'll need another straw,

Credits to: Livson

I know I shouldn't be blogging, Cause the amount of things I have to do suddenly DOUBLED, or maybe TRIPLED. x.x

The method of clearing ethidium bromide by Quillardet and Hofnung is interesting. Lol. Amazing how KMnO4 and HCL + NaOH can actually make ethidium bromide not a mutagen and not a carcinogen. :D Don't know what's the reason behind it, so just found it amazing. ;D

So easily amazed right. Hahahha.

Anyway, It's really gonna be a VERY busy 5 weeks. I just hope I can take a breather somewhere. ):

Hais. Doubt I'll enjoy CNY with all the worries. ):

Andddddd, LSCT havent announce to us our FYP choices yet. OH MYYYYY. So disappointing. ):

I MUST FINISH:
- Studying MBC in 2 days
- BIF/MOBIO PROJ before next week ends
- MBC PROJ by Wednesday
- the rest.... hais. I survive this week then say.

I've always wanted to set up a lemonade stall outside my house and sell lemonade to passerbys since young. I dont know why, but this idea sounds really fun. You know those lemonade stalls with wooden signboards and just simple set up? Haha. I think I watch too much shows.

The wardrobe and the lion,

Credits to: IlampIlampIlampI

And so,

My house underwent a few changes. New fridge, new desktop, new massage chair, new wardrobe(for me!:D). I think that's about it but it's new enough for CNY. Not that we change our house appliances every year, but it's something new this year. We probably change them every 5-8 years, so that's considerably long. Anyway, the new wardrobe is HUGE. Ok, it's not that big, but definitely bigger than my old one. And has LOTS of space for new clothes:D hahahah. And I revamped my room layout. Now i'm sleeping directly under the column, which is, a little uncomfortable. Probably going to go Ikea soon to get some more stuff for better organisation. (:

Been real busy nowadays. Glad that INAC is done:D and INAC test is pushed back by a week, so is MBC presentation. Haha. So next week need to chiong again. Gosh. But thinking about graduating from poly soon makes me motivated. Just a little while more and it's not all about books and everything already! :D

Eating lots of junk food lately. ):

Hais. Okok, time for lunch! :D byeeeee(:

What about today?

Credits to: Lightsofthenights

Ok, I should do a little updating:D

Basically, feeling accomplished today again:D at least I managed to clear my wardrobe, and also ALMOST complete my INAC project AND finished my I&E report :D Haha. Well, it's not much, but at least I didn't slack my day away~

Anyway,

Just a brief summary of what I have till CNY

19th Jan - INAC presentation
24th Jan - INAC test
28th Jan - MBC presentation (tentative)

Hmm, nothing much. Lots of INAC only. ): Hope I won't screw my test 2 up. Scared sia. x.x

Btw, FYP allocation results coming out this week. And it's already half way through the week! x.x Excited excited excited. HAHA.

Okok, I should continue to do my stuff(s) already. BYE!

12 hours of dreams,

Credits to: Nellfairy

After a long day yesterday,

I managed to get a 12hours sleep last night. Haha. Shows how tired I am when I'm only half way through the week. Thank God for this one day break:D

Now I have to finish up my summary and search for more projects related stuff.

Thank God its Friday tomorrow! Finally, the tough week is gone:D Next week, 2 projects will be due and then I'm almost done with the projects!:D

Can't wait for CNY to come. You know why? Cause I realise that I only have to go to school on Monday for CNY! :D Thankfully, its the slack week on CNY week, so tuesday got no lessons, wednesday is a half day and there's no prac, so no school! And Thursday onwards till Sunday is CNY! :D:D:D

Ok, the only worrying thing about CNY is the food. There's too much goodies. ): So, I've decided to carry a bottle of water everywhere I go on CNY, and then whenever I'm tempted, I'll just drink water:D or maybe soyamilk, since soyamilk is my new favourite cause it's so filling:D haha.

And I shall run after CNY to burn off the extra calories. :D

My brothers and I are doing this Christmas Jar thingy. So, we'll just drop all our coins into the snapple bottle we all got, and when Christmas is here, we'll get to buy something that is worth that bottle of coins:D How great is that right! :D haha. Then we don't have to spend extra money to buy Christmas presents because we're all ready with tons of coins to spend. :D

My bottle is already 1/10 filled. I think I would need 4 bottles throughout this year. :D

OK. Off to do my projects! I think HY and Harrison is so worried bout our project. x.x Especially HY. Since we're in the same group for 3 projs. And I'm so carefree. x.x Haha. Sorry HY! I'll get the job done:D lol.

A new beginning,

Credits to: sakaoglu

Ok, time to update. :D

It's been raining for the whole of today, except for now, when we're going to sleep. ): That sucks. Because sleeping with heavy rain + aircon at lowest temperature, hiding under my blanket is my favourite thing to do. But no, God decided that I should just be contented with my aircon and blanket.

Been informed rather last minute that I have to finish an assignment. The assignment is rather easy, so oh well. But I couldn't do all the questions. So I shall ask my friends tomorrow. ;D

I'm all prepared for the crazy day tomorrow, or I think I am. Bought my bread, gonna sleep early tonight, and prepare my notes for tomorrow. Though I'm rather worried that I won't be able to survive through BIF. "It's just 2 hours out of 24 hours, I'm sure you can do it!", I said to myself. ):

Ok, off to do my stuff. Nights happy little earthlings.

Awakened new day,

Credits to: Nitrok

Okok, haven't been blogging much. ):

Been rather busy with stuff lately. With 3 projects due-ing soon, it's really inevitable that I neglect certain stuffs. ): I've long foresee this. Hais...

Anyway,

More or less settled my CNY clothes. FAST RIGHT! Yea, I know. Haha. Cause I'm sure I won't have time for the next few weeks. So might as well settle it soon so that I don't have to worry. :D But now I'm broke.

Next week of school will be terrible. I'm quite sure I'll be super tired. If i ever not blog again, please don't mind me. This blog isn't much of a read anyway.

Alrighty, another prac ws to be done by tonight. Actually I'm still debating whether to do it now or tmr. Haha.

OKOK. BYE.

So she said, What's the problem baby?

Credits to: TwiztedMetal

I've been googling so much that when I want to blog, i went to type google.com instead ):

BUT, I reached blogger safely anyway. :D

Btw, I'm still so tempted to get this:

): But I know I'll probably take LOADS of pictures during CNY and then neglect this all over again. So so so tempting. Everyone says its awesome. Should I get it? I don't think so ):

Had a productive 3 hr after school with HY doing our 2 projects. I think we've made a good progress (: Now just have to settle the summary and figure out what the heck INAC is talking about. 

Must study hard must study hard must study hard must study hard. 

Oh well, nothing interesting nowadays except for school which takes up 90% of my time. ):

You can't bring me down,

Credits to: honeybirdd

Days after new year is super busy. I finally can take a break today because there's no school. Time to finish up my unfinished assignments and projects.

Been really tempted to get myself a camera. But, I don't take pictures that much. I find it a hassle to transfer the pictures around. I don't even want to take the camera out and take pictures of people or myself. ): Hais.

The next event is Chinese New Year. :D I like CNY. Everything is good, other than making myself fat. And the good thing is that this year's CNY doesnt clash with study breaks or any tests. So at least, I think I don't have to bring my notes around and just enjoy the company:D

Tired day today. Lethargic. ):

This first week of school is very slack. In fact, I only need to go back to school on 2 days for lessons. (:

Ok, I really don't know what to blog. Shall end here. (: BYE!

Byebye 2010.

Credits to: NikkoTheNerd

My 100th post for year 2011 (:

The day started our pretty well. Good weather, healthy mood, accompanied by a warm cup of milo. Went for a short jog with my dad to Anchorvale CC for Mcdonald's breakfast. But turns out that my brothers reached Yiochukang earlier than expected and we had to go fetch them. So there goes my Mcdonald's breakfast. Went home and decided to have cereals for breakfast instead, but only to find ants in them and I actually ate a few of them(I think, though i prefer to think that I didn't because I only saw them at the peripheral of my bowl of cereal). Now I'm feeling rather nasty. Is there any side effects for eating ants? I should google that later.

Accomplished a few things during new year, including cleaning up my desks, washed by brushes and practice piano. Now, I'm left with half a day or more to complete my assignments.

Sad thing is, we don't have that Monday public holiday. If we do have that, I can really take a breather and probably go for a last walk along Orchard before massive homework and projects start to boil down my throat.

Sometimes, it's rather tempting to type a few stuff on the "Labels:" box on the right bottom side of this blogger text area. But if I were to do that for all my blogs, my tags would be hell long, because I won't remember which tags I used and I won't stick to it.

I just googled it. This is interesting. Take a look:D [LINK]

Ok, now I guess I have more antibodies in my body. This probably shows that my headache and blurry eyesight is not coming from the ants. Phew.

Time for lunch. BYE!